Allison Shaddix
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Scholar && Loner
...pressure...pushing down on me...
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Post by Allison Shaddix on Jun 21, 2007 2:55:00 GMT -5
I cannot believe I am finally a freshman and can finally move into the dorms at school. I am rather upset because it seems that no one stepped up to room with me. Currently, I am reserving a single room, but there is always the possibility that an incoming freshman will be put in with me. I think I would like that- having someone new to start fresh with... I have decided that I am going to try to be less shy in the upcoming years. It has really been nothing but a burden on me. I could really use a friend or two, I think everyone could. If only the people here were not so clique-minded and would maybe break off into smaller, easier to manage groups of two or three. Who am I kidding? Someone would have to come up to me completely alone but in an open area, after giving me at least a week in advance to prepare interesting topics of conversations and practicing saying 'Hi!' in a casual manner before I would consider talking...Maybe that is a bit extreme... We will see how this plays out. Maybe I will make my first best friend this year. I think I would even be excited to make an enemy other than my sister. Maybe, hope against hopes, I will be asked out on a date?
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